*stop being a pariah!(i noe it is impossible)*
*Get a whole new wardrobe* *Get new phone* *A new bag!*
*Get to go korea!*
*Get to shake SS501 hands*
*Go to SS501 asia tour*
*To lose at least 3 kg*
*a rm of my own*
*going out wif my pri skool frens* *hoping tat i would get promoted!*
*Good luck all the way in 2010*
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I am in a very very lousy mood todae... worse than lst wk... todae first thing in the morning alr somewat indirectly kanna scolded-.- mood half spoilt... den we have 2 lesson which is like super redundant de den before concert we get bac our phy common test and guess wat? I GT FULL MARKS! so unbelieveble can tot i would actually failed it... anyway we hav a quite lame teacher daz concert later mood even worse... After the whole thing, i tot we are going home to change den go out but in the end? the two of them piss mi off... sae wat wanna go home early den cant home too late den cant go bac home to change will only drag the time longer.... den wat for u all ask for my fucking opinions? or even call mi to decide on our outing? since u all alr like decide it among u liao n alr hav the intention of wat to do den still ask mi for wat? Ask mi for opinions will only find excuses to push it away... I am nt ever gonna decide on anything or give my fucking opinions anymore... since no one will ever take or treat my feelings seriously... They will nvr noe hw i seriously feel inside.... N when i come home guess wat my mother saes? she ask mi why i nvr go out wif frens when i am suppose to in the first place and come home so early? Hw am i going to ans her? all i can sae is tat i am tired and want to come home early to sleep... Almost fucking cried out... I am super pathetic lor today den i truly know wat does pathetic really means... PLus wanna get a double s ez link sticker also cant get see hw unlucky can i get? >.<
p.s.Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay words that go unsaid. Words of longing, love, anger, and hate, all repeating inside my head.
I am in a very very lousy mood todae... worse than lst wk... todae first thing in the morning alr somewat indirectly kanna scolded-.- mood half spoilt... den we have 2 lesson which is like super redundant de den before concert we get bac our phy common test and guess wat? I GT FULL MARKS! so unbelieveble can tot i would actually failed it... anyway we hav a quite lame teacher daz concert later mood even worse... After the whole thing, i tot we are going home to change den go out but in the end? the two of them piss mi off... sae wat wanna go home early den cant home too late den cant go bac home to change will only drag the time longer.... den wat for u all ask for my fucking opinions? or even call mi to decide on our outing? since u all alr like decide it among u liao n alr hav the intention of wat to do den still ask mi for wat? Ask mi for opinions will only find excuses to push it away... I am nt ever gonna decide on anything or give my fucking opinions anymore... since no one will ever take or treat my feelings seriously... They will nvr noe hw i seriously feel inside.... N when i come home guess wat my mother saes? she ask mi why i nvr go out wif frens when i am suppose to in the first place and come home so early? Hw am i going to ans her? all i can sae is tat i am tired and want to come home early to sleep... Almost fucking cried out... I am super pathetic lor today den i truly know wat does pathetic really means... PLus wanna get a double s ez link sticker also cant get see hw unlucky can i get? >.<
p.s.Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay words that go unsaid. Words of longing, love, anger, and hate, all repeating inside my head.
