*stop being a pariah!(i noe it is impossible)*
*Get a whole new wardrobe* *Get new phone* *A new bag!*
*Get to go korea!*
*Get to shake SS501 hands*
*Go to SS501 asia tour*
*To lose at least 3 kg*
*a rm of my own*
*going out wif my pri skool frens* *hoping tat i would get promoted!*
*Good luck all the way in 2010*
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OMG! I am so fucking happy now! WHEE~ finally finish my common tests le! haha:) got bac almost three tests le emath,ss, and eng the results was gd so far:) hope that my chi, sci and am would be the same so tat can pull up my sa2 later...*cross finger* Chi oral was damn scary sia! I stare at the cher and the cher stare bac at mi my mind is compelety blank and can only tok round the bush repeating the things again again and again-.- haiz... but tis wk my mood was really really very lousy... I just don understand why am i so insignificant and always do everything wrong! even if i try to do my best i will always be the one who will kanna the scolding-.- I am seroiusly very tired of hiding up my fucking feelings alr...N freaking annoyed that i am gonna be piss off and pangseh during nxt wk guides heritage trail...Y cant ppl just tell be honest and tell mi the truth?Must they really hide it till the day come? I really wish can tat someone can just step in and let mi open up to him or her... But i am really really glad that at least there is always the 5 korean guys to give mi support! haha! FIGHTING! I must to take control of my life!:) Everyone FIGHTING!JIA YOU!!!>.<
p.s.~' You don't understand me and you never will. So don't start that shit 'bout knowin' how I feel!
Posted @ 8:22 AM
Saturday, August 29, 2009
OMG! I am so fucking happy now! WHEE~ finally finish my common tests le! haha:) got bac almost three tests le emath,ss, and eng the results was gd so far:) hope that my chi, sci and am would be the same so tat can pull up my sa2 later...*cross finger* Chi oral was damn scary sia! I stare at the cher and the cher stare bac at mi my mind is compelety blank and can only tok round the bush repeating the things again again and again-.- haiz... but tis wk my mood was really really very lousy... I just don understand why am i so insignificant and always do everything wrong! even if i try to do my best i will always be the one who will kanna the scolding-.- I am seroiusly very tired of hiding up my fucking feelings alr...N freaking annoyed that i am gonna be piss off and pangseh during nxt wk guides heritage trail...Y cant ppl just tell be honest and tell mi the truth?Must they really hide it till the day come? I really wish can tat someone can just step in and let mi open up to him or her... But i am really really glad that at least there is always the 5 korean guys to give mi support! haha! FIGHTING! I must to take control of my life!:) Everyone FIGHTING!JIA YOU!!!>.<
p.s.~' You don't understand me and you never will. So don't start that shit 'bout knowin' how I feel!
