Starry girl's world =]

2010-11-23T05:36:00.000-08:00

O's over and our prom ended ytd too... time really flies doesn't it? Anyway prom last night was quite boring... to me personally... it was just some normal buffet food and normal concert(just singing).the dance floor was a bit more lively but still how can a pariah be as high n as enthu as a po right??? But everyone look gorgeous too:) took some pics as well:0

2010-11-16T18:00:00.000-08:00

I AM TOTALLY OBSESSED WITH.......

2010-09-09T19:59:00.000-07:00

2010-07-04T08:27:00.000-07:00

ok... i guess my blog is abit dead... but nvm i tink tat is even better at least i m free to talk abt watever i want.... hahaha.... wont get sued i mean... ok back to the pt... went to mandarin hotel at ochard for a dinner function this monday!!! finally get to doll up nicely for once le! have been locking up at home for days to just study for bio tests for the past one week... but the food they serve wasn't tat nice though... like just very plain dishes like tat.... but the ambiance was super nice still gt spotlight n everything... but they performance they put up really suck no off.... ok... anyway took some pics too:)

2010-06-05T20:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY MY HUBBY! KIM HYUN JONG! HAHA!

2010-06-05T02:14:00.000-07:00

K know tt my blog is damn dead for the past two to three months... was super tight up with all the exams and tests so ya i hav to wait till nw den upload my blog.... went bowling on this tues at safra:) think i really i had a fun time screaming and shouting...(although i almost fell when i wanted to bowl) hehe... but any way we played about two games and i lost during the first game! was the last cn! super fed up! only sorced 28 pts! i know it is low... but at least during the second game i m the third! Yeah! won by 56 points beating sl and ky:) haha.... took some pics too...

My 2010 march Holiday!

2010-03-20T05:39:00.000-07:00

HI YA! M here to post abt wat i did i do during the past few days with pictures:) Enjoy!

We were on the taxi on our way to Goodwood Park hotel to have dinner on monday!:)

Arrived at Goodwook Park! Wanted to a pic at the pool but i guess was out of bound >.<

OK.. this was random shot in the private toilet we enjoy having reserve two room in the restaurant.....

Next day,after my ss lesson rushed home to change and got ready to go out! went to lunch wif my grands at some rest before metting my aunt at somerset313 for a fish spa! ok this is a super scary thing! Down right itchy!

After shopping went to orchard central to have dinner. before dinner did some random shooting on the roof garden(highest floor) :)

Oh no! Ever never seen such a small and tiny apple in my lfe before! cute hor!?

Ok on friday which is like ytd, went to kbox with ry,www,and ky at marina:) Manage to take only one pathetic shot! Guess everyone wasnt really in the mood to take pics when there is music ard:)

Gudies Chalet Camp 2010

2010-03-14T07:07:00.000-07:00

M just back from from our sec 1 induction camp at pasir ris... ok... i forgot the name le.... but anyway, the chalet was far from wat i expected.... i was thinking of a bigger room with much bigger space... but the atmosphere and environment was nt too bad. At least there is air con and nt stuffy with all the bacground music and stuff too:) Expected Bbq too but in the end was some kind of a mini buffet instead.... after tat had some cards game which was like nvr ending? the fun part came which we had our sing-a-long session:) I competed with www to see who can sing better.... in the end we all ended up singing damn loud luh.... had to held my ear close or else really gonna be deaf-.- especially with ry screaming..... ok den, nxt was the fucking lame part. wendy sl and www actually palyed a dumb game.... they went to push each other onto the bed and act like they are seducing each other to hav the s game..... -.- though it was quite fun tat the bed actually bounce us up n down:) aft tat took some pic on the mrt and went home le:) guess i was able to relax and had fun today>.<

Busy WeeK!

2010-02-21T00:27:00.000-08:00

Woah Woah.... It is the new year time again... n i tink this year i spent it this year rather normally though.... just tat on the first day of cny went to my gm place, lunch at central,kbox and back to my gm place for dinner.Lucky still manage to get a few hong bao:) this week was like super busy too... gt test like in three st row and still had to report back for guides on sat... met our sec ones and they were quite a hyper batch too.... easily open up to the senior... hmm... so ya tat shud be all for this week:) byeee

Cross Country 2010

2010-02-05T05:00:00.000-08:00

Aww... m damn tired nw.... just came bac from my cross country duty at chinese garden... wake up early n rush truing to get my tied-.- in the end i was still late.... ran all the way to the inside of the japanese garden sweating and hot, which is equal to like having some morning run? zzzz..... went to set up the prize table nxt den to serve the milo.... was damn piss at the milo truck there. dunno why qwss students dunno hw to queue up de keep pushing here there in the end the fucking cup of milo spilt onto my skirt! wth.... Agrr.... to compensate for dirtying my skirt i drank bac 3 cups of their milo! Haha... after tat wanted to go sing k or go bowling but everyone is like wet blanket like tat spoilt my whole plan..... zzzz.... end up only can go tiong to hav lunch>.<

2010-01-17T06:10:00.000-08:00

Ok... i have finally finish the whole stack of hw by now... have been doing it since ytd at three.... haiz... still haven start on any revision... omg.. really dunno hw m i going to o lvl like nine months later:( my whole leg is like seriously aching nw after tat long 2 km run on fri....zzzz.... tmr still need to run again... hw boring cn life gt? Dont think i will be able to breathe by the end of this wk after the four tests i m going to take... agrr... feeling so agitated nw.... >.<
After what we had been through, i will never be able to forget u.....

Visit to Ngee Ann!

2010-01-09T05:09:00.000-08:00

M back from my visit to ngee ann poly! nvr tot tat skool could be so big tat u even nid a bus to bring u from building to building:) had alot fun also... there were so many free goodies and things to look at sia... plus i get to noe more courses which interest mi....hehe...especially early childhood education and chinese media n communication... although the cut off pt is quite low all ard 10 -13.... But i promise myself tat i will work hard for this yr and get into the poly and jc which i like:) i believe tat if u really put ur heart into doing smth u can really succeed.... hav a target... like wat i did last yr... having my target as going to double s concert... in the end i really gt the results which is acceptable... So i hope everyone would work hard wif mi and acheive the best we can in the o lvl! >.<
I find tat the distance btw us is geting wider n wider as each day passes.....

Happy 2010!

2010-01-01T00:49:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL! haha! had a really great time ytd night counting down at clarke quay there:) our whole family went there to hav our last supper in the year of 2009 and to watch the fire work.... this year was actually quite dull as we we unable to play the spraying thing:( had to go home after the fireworks ends... sadded... but i tink the firework was damn awesome luh plus it was even longer than last year ba.... Btw i would like to wish all those who are taking olvl this yr to work really hard and play hard to achieve a desirable grade and go to a skool u like! Love ya~

My Holidays!

2009-12-28T07:25:00.000-08:00

Hello ppl! I m bac from my trip to Malaysia! ok, er, i must sae the whole trip was enjoyable and fun ba.... At least i still cn get to go shopping and bought a hell lot of stuff until i was unable to stop:) Kampong life ther was very plesant and quiet too.... unlike in sg where everything is going at such fst speed... N to be honest the entertainment in malaysia is really way better than compared to wat we hav in sg... ok enough of all these talking... enjoy the pics i took ba:)

On the eight hr bus ride there......

Yum Yum! went out during one of the nights to have steak as supper:) See hw big plate everything is?

The greedy us went to hav tea break at Secret Recipe when we were shopping....

Er... we forgot to took a pic of it when it came so when we were eating halfway den we took it >.<
New York Cheese Cake!

Spicy Curry Puff!

N Chocolate cake!(ok,i forgot the name of it)

Random shoot when we were having breakfst in one of those kampong kopitiam

On our way to the night market when we were so bored during the 45 mins ride....

Ok, a blur pic of mi at the night market.....

Went swimming like a kampong kid in one of those rivers:)
Hmmm.... Time for some dumpling making! ( or do u call it rice ball?)
Washing up some veggie for lunch.....
This is hw we usually past our afternoon.... playing wif the PS2

My favourite cornflake! Sg dun hav such big packet de luh!
Rhino choc!
Ok below are some random shoot le....

My two niece! Arent they cute?

Merry chritmas!!!

2009-12-13T00:06:00.001-08:00

hey today went out to bugis to fix the com... in the end the line to the internet was perfectly fine just tat the modem is spoilt-.- gosh... den we still carry the heavy com ard bugis street... but luckily still cn get two pieces of clothes:) aww... den went to iluma to hav tea break and they hav some cosplay event-.- saw one suppose to be a guy but ended up wearing a girl costume.... after that went bac to my grandma and hlp out abit den went for steamboat supper:) took some pics too....

hehe... went to sake to have lunch! cool rite? root beer in bottle leh!

A Waste Trip!

2009-12-10T08:48:00.000-08:00

Haiz... todae went to vivo singtel shop intending to hlp my uncle fix his com(internet prob) but ended up being a big fool carrying a com which is almost as heavy as my three sci bk-.- ard the shoppping centre... cn imagine hw stupid i look? to make matter worse tat vivo one is a SINGTEL shop nt a HELLO shop! so in the end they sae we must go to either bugis or raffles place to fix it-.- in the end is was a fucking waste trip n need to go back to bugis on sat to fix it... haiz... but thx god my uncle promise mi to pay for the clothes tat i would be buying on sat!Yippee:) must buy nice clothes and stuff..... hehe...

being retarded wif my sis on the bac seats of a bus

my bro... contented wif his chicken rice

i dunno why did i pose for my sis also....

NewMoon

2009-12-04T20:39:00.000-08:00

Aww... just came bac from orchard wif dora and mel today.... the whole day was like raining n raining luh-.- can u imagine walking in orchard if it started to rain?when there is nt much shelter ard? Gosh... and the whole orchard place was like super crowded wif ppl lor... damn scary!(especially in 313@somerset) haha... went to watch the "newmoon" movie also... overrall tink the movie was okok luh but to mi was quite a disappoint though,expected more action moves but i guess the love story part was enough to satisfied mi:) plus i tink ur english must to super good to understand wat the hell they are talking wifout the subtitles been shown.... in the end mi and dora was like mumbling halfway through the movie to find out wat they r doing...hehe... took some pic at the istana park too:)

OUTING!

2009-11-24T05:58:00.000-08:00

Aww... just came back from orchard... watched 2012 today luh was quite a nice and touching movie my tears was almost out... plus is damn exciting and kept clutching on to my face and bag throughout the 2.30 hr movie:) but we went aft our bio class so by the time we watch finish was like 5.30pm le... went to far east and gt a bag... was quite disappointed tat i cant the purple bag i like cause was over my budget:( so sad... who call mi to be poor.... haiz... but still took sme snap shoots together:) enjoy! >.<

Break Camp!

2009-11-22T23:18:00.000-08:00

Yippee! Finally break camp le:) was so tiring for the past three days sia... so anyway since i was the QM of course gt extra workload... for bth days also nid to wake up at ard 5.30 to make breakfst plus on sat nite we only hav like 2hr of sleep from 3am to 5.30am only:( cant even wake up in the first place de... haiz... N we nid to sleep in tent where it is on a sloping grd-.- if u dun hav any friction on ur body i tink u will roll off the tent onto the grass outside.... damn sad rite? in the end out whole patrol was like having back ache sia to make things worse i even kanna a kick by sl on my butt-.- btw we also hav to carry ard two raw eggs on out bare hands to see whether we hav the responsibility to look after it n prevent it frm spoilting... but haiz on the way ther on the bus,sl drop the whole bunch of banana onto my egg box and the whole egg crack... den as to compensate mi to hav to give mi hers haha.... and be my maid throughout the whole camp:) campfire was the best! our patrol hav a skit abt snow white ladygaga(our ptrol name too) .... i was to act as the evil witch which was like damn fun! hav a solo part on my own sia! tink i cn be a actress too:) betta ask for my autograph nw k? hehe.... but as QM i tink to wash most of the stuff and wash like damn scared of the detergent smell when i reach home.... didnt even wash my pot aft my maggie mee dinner la... haiz... still nidda pack the guide den things after the camp in skool.... sadded.... >.<

Tired!

2009-11-17T05:31:00.000-08:00

Whew~ today went to our skool aye thingy and is like boring and hot? kanna sunburnt on my two cheecks somemore so sad.... look like i put blusher... haiz... dunno why must the skool ask us go in the first place... the trail nvr tell us the clue and where to start,no food tat look nice,no place to sit,performance kanna block by some heads and hav forum under some hot and warm sun tat almost burnt off dora,mi,chiwen,jiayuan skins... haha in the end still need take an umbrella and block out the sun like some auntie go market... gosh... if nt for the pt i wont even go luh! zi zhao ku chi! mel good luh sick get to stay in home must be plan hao de:) lol... at least after the whole thing we still get to eat sushi lucky nvr go tiong hor dora? hehe... too crowded le >.<
Blue blue sky!

Piss off!

2009-11-15T02:58:00.000-08:00

Okay ppl.... if u are really bored pls go and try ur other form of entertainment rather than try spamming my blog k? I dunno whether tat fucking tag is a insult or wat but cant i hav a choice of my frens? plus does it even bother u for wat frens i am going out wif? so piss off cn? dun nid u to come and keep my tagboard alive k?

2009-11-10T22:56:00.000-08:00

Aww... skipped step ahead today... eye kanna some infection and become swollen... damn pain cn? whenever i batt my eyelashes tears would come out luh nt crying also become crying le.... doc sae oil gland gt blocked and the secretion accumulates.... my left eye nw gt one lump like tat damn disgusting...haiz.... dun tink tmr cn go to skool also....>.<

Just my luck

2009-11-02T23:25:00.000-08:00

haiz.... just came bac from tiong.... n was damn irritated by some "auntie" action! ry and mi was just walking up the escalator and she step on my shoelaces-.- in the end the was a whole congestion at the top of the escalator.... to make things worse ry was wearing her ear piece! she didnt even realise she was stepping on my laces! in the end the whole lot of un-patience auntie gave us a huge push which cause mi to almost trip over-.- wth... in the end still give mi a cold look and scolded mi for nth..... so unlucky rite? ry still can pretend nth happen.... gosh.... scared i will become a auntie like tat sometimes! haha.... i noe it is impossible ba i so high class~ hehe.....(noe i am a bit thick skin)>.<

p.s.Some of us think holding on makes us strong; But sometimes it is letting go."

Enlightenment!

2009-10-26T03:14:00.000-07:00

I hav finally thought through it.....
nvm tat i cant go to double s concert i believe deeply tat since they love mi so much they will still come to sg to see mi! haha... u must find tat dreaming:) but tat is so fucking true! rather than waste money to fly ard and see them... FIGHTING WANTING! bye~

Unfair!

2009-10-24T20:52:00.000-07:00

Starting to feel tat life is kinda unfair......
no matter hw much effort u put in to change or to get smth u want u will nvr gt it....
It is just so unfair.....

p.s.there is no pt in trying so hard for everything.Maybe we shud just try and give up sometimes....

Double s concert!

2009-10-22T04:44:00.000-07:00

I want to go DOUBLE S 501 Concert!
Damn jealous of ry tat she can go to double s taiwan concert lor! till nw the sg concert nt even confirm still... damn depressed... still looking forward to it in nov! tink i am dreaming... they will only go to hk in like dec hw will they come to sg before tat? damn annoyed la.... dunno why sg like a dead city... haiz.... i give up le... btw my end yr result out le... quite disappointed wif my bio and phy result....the rest still okok:) hope tat i still can get my new phone... or else i would hav nth....

p.s.Never underestimate the pain of a person because the truth is everyone is struggling.

3rd outing

2009-10-20T06:13:00.000-07:00

HihI! When to bugis and orchard ytd walk until my leg pain sia.... in the end nvr really buy anything only took my ic photo... haiz... dunno whether must show hear or nt lor.... dun care le gonna just take it to skool heck care the ppl... hehe...

Aww gtg le tmr still gt skool and nid check my result!*scared* Bye~

p.s.I wake up and think dreams are real. I sleep so I don't have to feel.

2nd outing

2009-10-18T05:01:00.000-07:00

Aww today went to dora nephew bday party! wake up damn early can? reach ther also early... in the end we hlp wif the party decoration first... blowing of the balloon was the funniest part! no matter hw many times we blow the balloon just wont become bigger! haha:) blow until gt sound come out somemore! aft tat walk ard dora hse downstairs to take pics while waiting for the ppl to come... dunno why we all find the coke vending machine so amusing tat we actually took a pic of it! ok i noe we are a bit lame.... after tat went bac for the buffet... we had like a mix of jap chi and western cuisine sia... was damn full aft tat... we still went to the playground to play sia really young at heart play the swing untill the butt stick to it haha! when i slide down the slide my butt kanna stuck halfway and there was water athe end of it.... in the end my whole shoe was wet and cant move out of the silde at all.... dora and mel still laugh... lucky no one was there! haha.. was damn tired after i reach home sia... legs aching nw:(

ps. We showed each other how to smile. Even when life wasn't worthwhile.

1st outing

2009-10-17T00:12:00.000-07:00

Omg! Finally exam are over! damn happy:) can slack everyday and use com le:) yippee~ But have a strange feelings my papers are nt goona do very well.... very scared i cant get my hp and go double s concert le! omg unlike ry must be enjoying herself tonight at double s taiwan concert le! damn jealous sia! hope tat she will get nice stuff for mi ba....
Aww ytd went out wif dora n mel to vivo to watch cloudy and the meatball. Meet ppl form our skool sia damn ps... we still very lame go hide.... but the movie was in 3d den nid wear the spect kind of giddy aft the whol show though.... den went to take our pics which is like.... ok i gt no comments still kanna splash lemon tea by some 3-4 yr old kid.... damn irritating....den went to get smth for dora nephew bday tmr... ok we must admit tat a baby boy bday present is seriously damn hard to get can? walk to so many also cant gt... haiz... Anyway will upload the pics soon:)
*crosssing my fingers for gd result*
The pics are here!

ps.No matter how hard life is sometimes, you have to keep breathing... The sun will rise again tomorrow and who knows what the tide will bring...

2009-09-26T08:15:00.000-07:00

Aww exams are coming le damn scared can:( scared i will fail my overall again den i couldnt get the things i want le.... keep telling myself to study and study but in the end? always end uo in front of the tv-.- think i am damn useless le.... nthing can cure mi anymore.... i am hopeless.... really stupid....haiz.... dunno why everyone must be so clever! i cant even catch up! really ppl pls give mi some time to catch up before u proceed? i dun wanna drop to bac to the bottomless pit and be a pariah anymore....

2009-09-18T23:04:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO ME!

haha noe i am abit lame wishing haapy birthday to myself! But anyway i would like to thx all of u who gt mi my present and also singing of the birthday song for mi! THANK YOU EVERYONE! KANSAHAMIDA!

p.s. forever supportive!

2009-09-12T08:05:00.000-07:00

So fst my sept hols is till the end le! hais like haven even rest enough and re-charge my batt den nid go to skool and do all the tests and hw le... hw i hope time could just slow down abit for mi to catch up! Anyway today we had guides n went to puggol beach for our inter-ug coastal clean up... was been paired up in 4s to go in grp to collect the trash along the beach... actually was suppose to be 2 guides,1 ncc + 1 npcc but like working wif them will be abit weird weird de i guess? so ya we just went in our grps of 4 guides and was like sweating like mad when the whole thing ended luh! Found a 80kg tyre on the beach sia! lucky i nvr go hlp take out only hlp carry bags:) haha... kk noe i m lazy! but the sun was like blazing hot! everyone was drenched... in the end our grp collect abt 3kg of trash i tink... Aft tat when out to hav lunch at tiong to celebrate pavi birthday... went to eat at the 18 chef which was like freaking nice luh! feeling like eating another serving aft my first one:) but anyway decided to go bugis aft tat to take neo but ended up having a so called 'ice cream cake' for pavi... was like gossiping and laughing like some mad woman lik tat-.- damm regret for laughing so loud nw...

Lalalalala...nxt fri is my birthday le! Yippee~ looking to the present i wuld gt:)

p.s.Its funny...how when u go thru the year nothing seems to change... but when u look back everything is different

2009-09-08T07:56:00.000-07:00

haiz... two bad news today... found bac my pri 4 diary which is like damn embarrassing and funny luh! gt laugh at my sis for super long... aww... second one was the worse-.- found out tat my double s oh gong yi leader gt H1N1! sacre my sia... lucky it was just a person who anyhw post online whom cannot really be trusted... anyway just hope tat is it just some false info post by random ppl.... but anyway if he really gt the flu just hope tat he will get well really soon! so tat asia concert wouldnt be postponed! Always FIGHTING! my double s oh gong yi! whee~!

p.s.It doesn't matter where you Go or what you HaVe, ::but {who} you have beside you::

2009-09-07T07:28:00.000-07:00

Aww... I tink i am going bonkers le.... had been doing hw since the sept hols start and i am still fucking doing it nw... nt only hw but also gt like four tests to study for... and my time is running out le! haiz... just wish tat i hav some break time to at least enjoy myself for a change... suppose to be going to sentosa on wed de but nw is it gone.... so freaking annoyed la! Hope exams can fst fst fin den i can go watch double s concert le! cant wait! haha.... den i be truly relax le... FIGHTING EVERYBODY!

p.sIf I could have anything in the world it would be to have you by my side.

2009-09-04T09:40:00.000-07:00

Freaking tired luh! leg like gonna break alr! haiz... tis wk wed went for the forensic sci course which i tink is like wasting time de lor! go there cant even go inside the lab only can stand outside and listen to the long monotone and lengthy speech by the so called resreachers over there.... haiz dunno go for wat.... aem much nicer:)
Aww... today we had guides and we went to the peranakan museum for our heritage trail! which is likeso damn fun can? my god la! i like their culture so much nw:) n guess wat? they get to hav 12 days of wedding la plus every single day is like damn grand de luh! n the groom n bribe will be damn tired ba? haha... went to see the gallery on their funeral which is like damn creepy too! there like a real coffin inside there with a blown up pic of the dead! damn eeire la! go in we quickly come out alr! but the rest like food clothing all were damn nice! their jews were all in gold n diamonds damn rich la the baba! haha... anyway met a so called judge called dick lee which is damn proud and unfriendly! piss us off! wanna take photo also cannot stil call us skool children! we are like 12 n above alr ok? pls get ur facts right! ..... haiz... wanna tak photo and share but nvr bring cam and phone memory was full! haiz... enough blogging le damn tired should go and sleep nw tmr still nidda wake up and do the chem project on sulfur dioixde! >.<

p.s.All i need is a little break from all the work and stress i had...

2009-08-31T01:36:00.000-07:00

I am in a very very lousy mood todae... worse than lst wk... todae first thing in the morning alr somewat indirectly kanna scolded-.- mood half spoilt... den we have 2 lesson which is like super redundant de den before concert we get bac our phy common test and guess wat? I GT FULL MARKS! so unbelieveble can tot i would actually failed it... anyway we hav a quite lame teacher daz concert later mood even worse... After the whole thing, i tot we are going home to change den go out but in the end? the two of them piss mi off... sae wat wanna go home early den cant home too late den cant go bac home to change will only drag the time longer.... den wat for u all ask for my fucking opinions? or even call mi to decide on our outing? since u all alr like decide it among u liao n alr hav the intention of wat to do den still ask mi for wat? Ask mi for opinions will only find excuses to push it away... I am nt ever gonna decide on anything or give my fucking opinions anymore... since no one will ever take or treat my feelings seriously... They will nvr noe hw i seriously feel inside.... N when i come home guess wat my mother saes? she ask mi why i nvr go out wif frens when i am suppose to in the first place and come home so early? Hw am i going to ans her? all i can sae is tat i am tired and want to come home early to sleep... Almost fucking cried out... I am super pathetic lor today den i truly know wat does pathetic really means... PLus wanna get a double s ez link sticker also cant get see hw unlucky can i get? >.<

p.s.Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay words that go unsaid. Words of longing, love, anger, and hate, all repeating inside my head.

2009-08-29T08:22:00.000-07:00

OMG! I am so fucking happy now! WHEE~ finally finish my common tests le! haha:) got bac almost three tests le emath,ss, and eng the results was gd so far:) hope that my chi, sci and am would be the same so tat can pull up my sa2 later...*cross finger* Chi oral was damn scary sia! I stare at the cher and the cher stare bac at mi my mind is compelety blank and can only tok round the bush repeating the things again again and again-.- haiz... but tis wk my mood was really really very lousy... I just don understand why am i so insignificant and always do everything wrong! even if i try to do my best i will always be the one who will kanna the scolding-.- I am seroiusly very tired of hiding up my fucking feelings alr...N freaking annoyed that i am gonna be piss off and pangseh during nxt wk guides heritage trail...Y cant ppl just tell be honest and tell mi the truth?Must they really hide it till the day come? I really wish can tat someone can just step in and let mi open up to him or her... But i am really really glad that at least there is always the 5 korean guys to give mi support! haha! FIGHTING! I must to take control of my life!:) Everyone FIGHTING!JIA YOU!!!>.<

p.s.~' You don't understand me and you never will. So don't start that shit 'bout knowin' how I feel!

2009-08-21T09:37:00.000-07:00

Arr... This wk was super tiring sia.... but wed aem course was super memorable and fun la.... suddenly after 19 lesson i den noe hw big is SP! is like nt even a skool la big until like a country club haha.... guess i was just exaggerating ba:) but the truth is tat sp is seriously damn big the students all hav like freedom do watever they want luh!( or maybe they are just showing the gd side to us ba) Anyway, was actually decided to go sp aft my o lvl during the tour around skool but my mother objected! wth! she sae go jc betta-.- so unfair! she beginning of the yr still sae can luh! damn annoyed la! :( haiz... Aft the tour we went bac to the lab to our last experiment in our aem course and in sp. That is, waxing up our bth hands! so fun la is like ur hands is covered wif plastic like fake hand like tat:) ahh.... miss aem course le! dunno when will ever hav chance to go bac to sp... my results damn lan later cant even poly.... i will cry.... haha....

Btw today was suppose to have our napha 2.4km run but guess the god is taking pity on us ba! suddenly during our bio prac after skool it rains! haha... den kanna postponed den our 5 stations also postponed due to aem course! guess tis wk just arent meant for mi to take too many physical test ba.... haha...>.<

p.s. Sometimes your brain gets in the way of what your heart really wants to say.

2009-08-14T20:27:00.001-07:00

AWW!Today was like rush rush lor! wake up in the morning(guess i was too sleepy) keep walking ard the hse like lost like tat dunno wat to do... slowly wear skool uni slowly drink milo slowly walk to mrt station to get to skool haha:) but lucky was nt late... den after skool still nid to stay bac for one more hour to do bio correction and again rush n rush n rush![Dun wanna be late for guides later] den make our way to mac in really speedy rate, i guessed? den rush bac to skool aft eating in really fast speed also cause we are almost late-.- change that time also rush, in guides play games also nid to rush...haiz... to make things worse we were release late again-.- In the end like flying rocket like tat fly home or else later late for tuition... But in the end i was still late>. <

p.s.* You know someone is really your friend when you can have a big smile on your face and they still know something's wrong.

2009-08-07T08:36:00.000-07:00

Aww... todae were damn high lor only when we go out to jurong pt... national day concert was like damn boring? anti climatic? go skool like waste my time rather stay at home n sleep luh... go there n watch our pathetic parade which only consist of abt 10 ppl!? den gt one green file n a swt which actually contain beef substance? okay tat is ridiculous... plus the national day song we all sing bac the old old one so boring-.- haiz... thx to the swine flu we cant even hav a proper ndc...haha... but den aft tat we went to jurong pt n laugh so much la! especially during out pics-time dunno why cant seem to find a nice pose to pose!haha! Try till like dunno hw many shots finally gt a few which is acceptable de:) the yogurt part which is more ps n funny! we actually stood at outside the store n stare at the price discussing like aunties of wat to buy! OMG! [suppose to be bought by melissa cause she is late! but she refused! damn sad!] haiz just waiting for the pics to be ready!:)

p.s.~ If you really love someone, put their name in a circle, not a heart. Cause a heart can easily be broken but a circle goes on forever.

2009-08-06T03:57:00.000-07:00

Yippee! M so happy nw! haha becoz we finally had our amath test todae! hav been studying for like the past 4 days? later i fail i tink i will just cry n jump down the building luh! Scared tat watever crap tat i had been studying would go down the drain-.- let mi just pry to god to hope for the best ba...
*crossing fingers nw*:) again i must say it hav a very short wk so fst alr thurs... suddenly sec 3 yr going to finish le... is like the starting of upper sec life is just ytd... haiz... nvm tmr gonna hav our skool national day celebration hope tat it will make mi damn high ba...

p.s.~* Always remember compliments you received, forget about the rude remarks.

2009-07-24T09:23:00.001-07:00

AHH.... it had a damn tiring wk luh! four tests straight in a row in four days! every nite study.... dun nid watch tv or play com just hold on the those notes n tb can le..... haiz... was thinking hw to pass the long entire wk in the end so fst one wk gone by.... times flies! haha.... but AEM on wed was fun though we measured our heart rate, oxygen percent in body! so fun luh wif all the wires connected to the hands n legs:)

p.s.U r the one who will always give me the power to strive on.....

2009-07-17T00:18:00.000-07:00

Yippee~! just finish watching the sixth film of harry potter n the half blood prince! went for a midnite show n was like damn tired? plus somemore after tuition [smth surprisingly happen]... hmm... the movie was quite okay though where one part actually scared mi to death lor! i jump up n scream sia! i tink i scream the loudest in the whole cinema? damn ps la.... aft the movie still overheard a woman saying tat i dunno scream for wat -.- so irritating la she.... haiz... so ya the movie effect was damn gd luh but nt as exciting as the previous harry potter movie though, nt much fighting scene only more abt the love story btw the main leads themselves.... AH! cant wait for the nxt one alr la! one movie take so long to come out.... wait until neck long sia....

but anyway reflecting on the whole wk i had i suddenly felt so empty inside my heart it felt like it is missing smth... dunno why after the sms wif dora abt some mad ppl i felt even more like i m the cause of everything n tat i m always the one to be blamed whenever someone is angry!STUPID! M i suppose to apologise? haiz.... Give mi a break ppl! Stop all the craps u r all giving mi.....>.<

p.s.I'm screwing up every little good thing I ever try to do. I was born to lose.

2009-07-10T08:22:00.000-07:00

Ahh.... Just came bac from aesthetic night damn tired luh.... sitting in the air-con auditorium can sleep at some parts odf the concert sia.... but overall tink it was quite ok though tink the teachers performance was the best! LMAO! so energetic! haha... haiz... but before going to sp ry was like calling mi for like three times abt wat to wear luh! call mi while i was eating eat untill my clothes also hav.... den later still sae forget bring tix den rush bac to her hse to take it haiz... lucky after the concert she treat mi to ice cream at tiong haha:) so nice luh..... but we were like grumbling throughout the concert tat we dun fit in at all? haha just becos we tink tat we wear too causal alr... den was like sitting there trying to comfort ourselves.... haiz... but really think was quite a memorable nite since tis may be our last aes nitex le....sad...>.<

p.s.:~ I would wait till forever just so we could be together. If only you weren't so blind to see,
how much you truly mean to me.

2009-07-05T21:14:00.000-07:00

Kk just a random post here! so ya... just finish watching WGM wif just the lettuce couple part only...haiz... feel damn sad for them nidda break up after being fake wife n husband for like 8 months due to their busy schedule.... Hj wif the filming of bof n hb i tink wif her upcoming events? erm... maybe u all wont noe wat i m toking abt so ya just treat it as i m crapping here.... But tink tat i nidda express my own feelings for a while... haha.... Bear wif mi ba if u wanna read tis crap post.... haiz... so ya nw i m left wif no show to watch le maybe shud just concentrate on my studies? Haha.... wat a big joke! Tat is impossible! U will nvr see mi concentrating on my studies de whenever come to studies will just slack n slack till last mins den chiong all the hw n tests.... quite a sad life i lead i tink? ok enough of my bull shiting crap just wanna increase the posts in my blog only....haha... BYE!

p.s.~Don't say you know me, when I don't even know myself.

2009-06-28T08:22:00.000-07:00

Hello ppl!

I m bac from Hong Kong!

Miss mi? Haha... kk so here is a long post abt my trip enjoy my pics n vids!:)

Day 1, 22/6/09

Wake up early in the morning to get ready to go airport...was quite weird when we were like dragging big bags of luggage down to the taxi stand ppl were like staring...maybe dey were tinking bunch of idiots gt swine flu still go oversea...haha... so ya we reach the airport quite early n waited for my aunt,cousin n grandma before checking in n having our breakfst... by the time we reach hk is was like 4 alr(no time diff between sing n hk) den we took a bus to our hotel to put down our bags... Later off we went to took a train to a station called 尖沙咀 den we walk to a place called Avenue of stars where hk stars inprint their handprint on the floor wif their autograph... den we took a boat over to 中环 dock where we took another bus to the peak which is some kind of a moutain.... aft tat wanted to eat at a rest called the pearl but the stupid us took abt fifteen mins to open their main door which look like a kitchen door-.- k so we had our dinner(quite small portion) den went bac to our hotel street there to hav dessert again:) haha eat so much!
At sg airport......

Inside the plane..... Hk customs.....

our luggage our left here unattended when we buy our train 'ez-link;
the hk 'ez-linkz'taking photos at the arrival hall
zilian-ing on the way to hotel.... Photos at Aveune of stars..... Big clock!Bus ride to the peak.....
Cable car[which is actually a train] ride to the peak[top of hill]

Dinner at the pearl.....

View from the top of the hill.....
Wax museum! bro n li xiao long! [but we cant 2 gt in cause it is abt 2 close when we wanted to buy tix!]:(

2009-06-27T08:57:00.000-07:00

Day 2, 23/6/09
Wake up early again to go....DISNEYLAND! whoo~ haha... but it was smaller than i tot it would be.... k so weagain took the MTR [mrt in sg] to a stop where we nidda change to a disneylane owned train! wow~ so kawai leh:) inside the train watever things is based on mickeymouse from the windows to the handholds!so we quickly take out our camera n snapped a few pics:) when we went inside right after they open i realised it was theme Lilo n Stitch! which means tat the whole disneyland is based on stitch design! even take photo wif stitch!after tat we took a train to tour around the whole disneyland which like i said was very small n only took a while to finish the whole ride.... den my aunt bought us to see a parade called stitch summer dance.....where my aunt, bro n grandma went to dance wif the disney characters! haha... quite funny though the way i danced like dey keep calling us to shake our butts! After the parade we visited tarzan treehse before going for a show called 'festival of the lion king' where dey show us the summary of the show lion king.... but it was raning when we come out so my aunt suggested tat we go watch a 3D mickey show, Mickey's Philharmagic.... which got our 3D glasses all wet! haha....the rain stopped after our show so we went on wif the rides... cant believe i still sat on the merry go round....so ya we continue to play till around 8 den watch the firework which was qutie nice:)den take the disney train bac to hotel but we took the wrong side to last station -.- so by the time we reach bac to our hotel to hav dinner it was supper time-.- after tat we went to nite market den packed food[dinner was full] bac to our rm to eat n rest.....

Disney train!.....

Arrival at disneyland....

Train to tour around disney....

In a souvenir shop....

Tarzan's hse at the bacground.....

In the small small world boat ride...

The merry-go -around!

After fire workz....

Day 3, 24/6/09
Went MACUA today! haha.... dunno y suddenly my family wanted to go cause actually the trip was cancelled:) Took a ferry down to macua but it was rainning n the waves was rocky causing the whole ferry to shake! and den guess wat? I VOMITED! ate to much oily stuff during out dim sum breakfst in the morning le.... plus the ferry keep churning up n down like some rollercoaster like tat.... plus my vomit was quite a big bag:) haha.... When we reach macua we took a free shuttle to VENETIAN! tat place where boys over flower film thier show! So excited la.... haha.... tat place was very very nice 5 star hotel [only rich ppl like ky can stay] took a peek into the casino as well which was damn big too.... den we when for our boat ride! the boat where the main leads in bof actually sat! Plus the guy rowing the boat sang very well too n keep saying we r celebrities! haha.... impossible SIA.... just becos ppl was taking his pic he say dey were taking us-.- k so after tat we went to another side od macua to a place called Cathedral of Saint Paul which is a church but was destory untill left its front door.... after tat went to some kind of snack shop to get souvenirs for grandma aunt n my mother frens.... were spent our time there damn long untill we misses our boat back to hk... then nidda pay extra money for the nxt ferry bac... tis time i slept through the whole ride dun no sea sick:) after tat when to hav Ajisen Ranmen at a shopping mall den went nite market again at 女人街 n 花园街.... [Bought 2 tees!] >.<
Ferry to macua...
At venetian....

In the shuttle bus....(ingore my mum...)
At saint paul church....

Shop where bof went to buy egg tarts.....
Having dessert after dinner....

Day 4,25/6/09
Wake up early in the morning today again-.- but hav a unique breakfst which was standing on the streets to eat chee chung fan n fried bee hoon like some typical hk citizen like tat! haha... after tat when to OCEAN PARK!whoo~ although it is a bit bigger than disney but the road tat u walk is like going up n down a hill like tat damn exhausting SIA! plus there is always long quenue at watever things we wanna take or play.... like the Raging River boat ride where water will splash on u we waited for abt 20 mins for just a 5 mins ride?! den at the ocean park tower where u can see the sea view high up on dunno hw many floor we waited for another 20 mins under the hot sun..... den went for dolphins n seals show which was incredible! they can do all sorts of stunning tricks:) den waited again to go inside Atoll Reef to see the fishes n we were luckily too to see the diver feeding the fishes:) half an hr of wait later we went to hav cable car ride to another part of ocean park to see pandas n to the kids world for my bro to play.... bought some souvenirs too...[bought myself a red panda soft toy too]

Dolphins hse n seals hse.....

Dolphins n Seals show!

On the ocean tower....

Inside the Atoll Reef....
Feeding time....
Inside a souvenir shop.....

Cable car ride! whoo~.....
Going to visit the pandas!......

In the kids world....

At nite,waiting for our table for jap cuisine was bored so took pics wif our toy.....

Day 5, 26/6/09

Went to a place call 浅水湾 where it is actually a beach n gt some sort of temple there... after taking the picswe decided to take a bus bac cause there is nthing fun to play.... on the way to bus stop it started to rain again n we quickly take out our raincoats n umbrellas but dunno is it becos we r too jin zhang or wat we wear our rain coats the other way around meaning wif the hat part facing in the front! haha.... by the time we get it in the correct way[hat at the bac] we were drenched.... become a chicken in a soup.... haha.... like we just had hav our shower but no soap:) went to find our relatives later to hav lunch lunch was quite late till abt 3...went high tea before we went bac to hotel to rest n den later hav dinner wif aunt's frens at a steamboat rest.... after tat went to shopping wif mother sis n broto see whether can get any bag for mi...haiz... but in the end cant see any cheap or nice bag.... only my sis bought herself a addidas shoes!
Swimming in the morning.....

At the beach....

(suppose to b jumping)....(why is she so wet?)

(It is raning outside...)

Having high tea at another hotel....

Day 6,27/6/09

Last day in hk... went to hav traditional dim sum breakfst in the morning wif aunt fren den went to buy accessories for mi! haha... bought abt 6 pairs of earrings n two necklaces.... all from korea! tat y it is abit more ex.... nxt stop we when to get my cousin's fahreheit stuff...HA! lucky mi get to find double s 501 stuff too! YEAH!bought their posters,cards n keychains.... wanna get clocks too but mother sae no use n is ex.....sadded:( went lunch nxt den bac to hotel to pick up our luggage to go to the airport.... abit sadded.... cause going bac means going bac to skool:( but was quite surprised to hear tat i hav another wk of hols! M under quarantine for 7 daes.... haha.... jealous ppl? >.<

waiting for bus to go airport....
zi lian-ing on the way to airport....

2009-06-17T06:13:00.000-07:00

K... today went to tiong to watch Hannah montana wif mic:) which was damn nice la!Whoo~ can watch it again i also dun mind...haha... PLus most importantly the ang mo guy in the show damn shuai lor n the movie was very funny too:)went to comics connection too n guess wat? saw double s poster at the entrance there! N is been put up there for months le yet i didnt notice there was such a wonderful band everytime i walk in untill recently when i m obessed wif them den i notice the poster up ther! So damn cock eyes la mi...after tat went pop n met ww buying stuff look damn lonely leh walking ard by herself in the popular so went up to her n kpo abt wat she buying...haha...Felt hungry so went to sakae sushi to eat sushi! Oishhi leh~ esp the steam egg tat we hav YUM! although we waited damn long for it lor dunno whether is it go farm there to gets eggs to steam:) haha i m being lame!N GOING TO HK NXT WK!Whoo~ cant wait!>.<

p.s.~* Just be yourself.It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.

2009-06-16T09:04:00.000-07:00

Yeah!Todae went out wif dora n mel... met at orchard mrt at 12 but in the end dora was late au usual-.- den walk a long distance to cinei to buy tickets to a movie called DANCE SUBARU!at three oclock... so went to bac to taka for our lunch at pper lunch:) So fun mixing all the rice n beef together but it was abit too much pepper alr making it so hot tat we take damn long to eat...yup so aft tat went to find places to take photo n guess wat? The lame us took our pics in the lift! haha.. using the lift mirror:) den keep making the lift go up n down like small kids like tat... den went bac to cinei there for our movie watching which was damn nice la! it was quite saddening though but i didnt cry:)though i see dora holding bac her tears haha... aft tat the movie was a bit hungry n went for a late high tea at starbucks n make a fool of ourselves when we were ordering-.- mi n mel just stand there like blocks of wood when the person ask us for our orders n we nidda nudge the dora[who was smsing] to ans for us damn paiseh... ordesed cheesecake n white choco mocca damn nice... so ya aft tat we went home le or else will get kanna scolded at home>.<

p.s.~I could go on with my day and act like everything is okay. But as my life goes on it hurts more in every way.~

2009-06-15T07:53:00.000-07:00

Today damn tired la... was like walking the today dun even hav time to sit down:( haiz... wake up early in the morning n went to skool to meet up wif sl,cy,jj,ry,ky n ww... ky,ry n ww was bac to their self late for like abt half an hr? jj damn gd la see mi gt no breakfst give mi her hotdog bun:) at least can fill up stomach so tat later when we go to the fort canning park for our guides heritage trail planning i would hav some energy...so ya we were like walking around the 'no ppl' park early in the morning to search for stations... haiz luckily the park was nt really tat big, symbolic places abt singapore was quickly found by tis whole grp of pariahs:) But still we were dead beat tired aft walking around the whole park... den we very stupidly take a bus to central tinking tat there is a pepper lunch rest there but in the end it was closed down like on yr ago-.- no choice so we just went to yonshinoya to eat n were like having lotz of fun playing a lame game invented by ky[or ry or ww?] n ky keep complaining she is nt full aft her bowl of rice... Plus Since i m the QM i nidda get the logistics stuff for the trail too so we took a bus again to ps but we miss the stop-.- n walk a long distance there... Den hungry ky keep making us walk round the basement to tour around all the food store to eat wat her stomach wants to eat! in the end she only buy 3 teppanyaki balls-.- went to coldstorage too n were playing in there like 3 yr old kids touching everything tat were insight n reachable:)haha... plus took some lame photo too waiting for ry to send mi so i can upload:)HERE it is:)

Dunno y ry wants to take mi n jj backview so bo liao...

Ry took it when we r all standing in a cricle discussing...

Mi n ry making a kokoro~[heart in jap:)]

p.s. ~There is only one rain cloud in the sky...and it's raining on me. Somehow I'm not surprised.

2009-06-06T23:18:00.001-07:00

Pls ppl u must watch tis vids! damm cute~

2009-06-06T08:08:00.000-07:00

Finally our guide camp is over! YEAH! no more showering in the skool toilet n sleeping on the hard floor of the classroom for only 4-5 hr a nite:) making my whole body now aching terribly.... finally can rest at home wif the tv in front of mi! haha! plus during camp they still take our phone away for safe keeping so damm uncomfortable without it la! but luckily i brought my ipod wif mi during camp at least i can listen to my ss501 songs at nite to give mi energy:) my redbull drink! haha! Although i must say tat during the whole camp everything may nt be wat we think it may turn out to be n i believe alot of u had to endure those ugly comments tat u heard but at least i tink we hav bonded more wif our patrol members than before.... N the performance at the campfire by my bougainvillea patrol was damm funny n entertaining la! A twisted version of the two fairy tales combine together,sleeping beauty n snow white! damm unique n original! [Do i sound like i m showing off my patrol? haha!]
N ya i realise too tat my job as a QM is nt easy.... suppose to b taking care of the whole coy meals n the stuff needed for each activties.... still tot i can slack when i was given tis post... haiz... guess i was wrong....
But anyway went to mac aft we were dismissed, n i got a purple coca cola cup! haha! damm happy cause i like purple n the cup is seriously very nice n good to use:)

p.s. ~ I didn't want to admit it. It was easier to lie. Hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry.

2009-05-28T01:23:00.000-07:00

ok... my emotions is all mixup rite nw seriously... one side of mi is feeling hurt sad angry while the other is just plain emoing mood telling mi nt to be angry over small stuff like tis.... but it just tat when i tot bac of wat was being said i just cant hlp feeling all hurt again.... i dun mind if u r late or tat i nid to wait or we nid to go for detention... even if u r strolling wif no sense of urgency, i can tolerate.... but do u all still nid to sae tat i m jealous? pls la come on i m nt jealous because a guy is walking wif u or tat u hav a guy walking wif u can? is just tat we r seriously late le.... k... i noe i m a bit childish n immature if because of such small thing i get all fed up n kicking up a big fuss but it is just tat wat u said hurt mi very deeply...

K watever dun feel like toking abt it anymore le will just bac some unpleasant memories... nw for the happy news! I m gonna be going to hong kong during the june hols! haha... although there is this swine flu thingy going on but i still cant resist the temptation...lol... but still m going to go for vaccination against the flu so i wont get it so easily...haha... wish mi luck then....

p.s.Stop wearing a mask! Be wat u truly are!

2009-05-17T19:00:00.000-07:00

Todae was a damm tiring dae lor....wait up bright n early in the morning jus to go skool for one 45 mins listening compre! Wth? damm lame la the skool.... haiz so we ended skool early n went hm to rest a while before going to bugis... n damm happy to sae no was late for our meeting time:) so went to hav lunch den walk around bugis junction to find presents for ppl... although bugis is like damm big but dunno y walk for like 3hr also cannot get a suitable present! walk until our legs r hurting lor mines still gt blister....they own mi seriously[shud noe who u r]! we too went to the new building nxt to bugis street.. ok it was like damm empty n nthing to see like tat bt we crazy crazy go take photo inside their toilet:) lame rite? haha bt dunno y we find it fun also.... in the end also cant any nice pic in the toilet so went to take neo which turn out like shit like tat so finally we went to hav donuts! n sit ther at their tables n took pics! pro rite we? haha..... aft tat when hm quite early at 5 cause i hav jap class plus ther is nthing else to walk le...

N btw thx ry for introducing mi the boys over flower show! I loved it like crazy lor seriously! especially kim hyun joong in the show! loved him like mad can? ahh... so ppl must go watch the show hor u wont regret it seriously!:)

p.s. theres no point in trying to rush fate, the best things in life are worthh the wait........

2009-05-15T22:25:00.000-07:00

Yeah! Exam is finally over:) At last no nid everyday b lock up inside the rm n study! haha.... though thr is still chi listening on mon but tat one dun nid study also can plus on mon we can finally go out n celebrate dora belated birthday n end of exam! Hooray! cant wait for monday to come:) going to go out n buy lots of stuff i like to pamper myself after such a stressing wk.....
One thing damm ps happen on tues when we hav our chem paper..... dunno y i was damm relax like tat den suddenly was humming fahrenheit the gu dao mo tian lun e song! n guess wat? ry heard it lor damm ps la didnt expect to hum so loud also haiz... didnt dare tink of any songs in my head aft tat paper liao.... Later ry go laugh at mi again! >.<

Btw todae went to Catholic high again to recieve my prize for my chi compo competition:) Before the prizing giving their band put up a performance which is like damm nice la pls betta than our alot![no offence ppl] so united like tat:) bt anyway our skool only 2 person won the awards lor... ky won the second place place n mi the consol prize haiz... her trophy was like twice my trophy size la feel so short against her tall tall one.... bt it is betta than nthing rite? at least can get a prize among 36 skools of students! haha.... somemore still nid bring to skool on mon give principal to give it to me again in front of the whole skool! omg la going to ps myself again:(

Ha! my trophy!

p.s.So much emotion I just don't show
All the heartache and lies
Nobuddy ever cares to kno
Seems like Im aloneBy mahself - This gurlNothings ever gunna change
Its me against the world..

2009-05-08T00:38:00.000-07:00

ok... today was the start of the exam period... n for just the first 2 papers... well tink i m going to do very badly:( is like the phy paper todae was damm hard n alot of the quest is we nvr see or learn before! wat make it worse is tat we did not even finish our syllabus for phy n we took the exam.... all those questions is like they noe mi but i dunno them like tat.... haiz... sad sad sad... all thx to cher who keep slacking n teach so slowly.... other classes also finish teaching n revising he still slowly slowly take his time n teach....wth la... later we fail sae is our fault again.... haiz... pathetic life:(

p.s.Sometimes you meet someone and before you know their name, before you know where they are from...you know that sometime in the future this person is going to mean something to you.

2009-04-30T23:54:00.000-07:00

okay, so yesterday was our first paper for eng n chi.... the topic they give 4 bth papers was like damm hard to write? i was stuck at first when i saw the quests...took mi quite long to chose which topics to write though.... write until my hand pain n red.... pity my hand:(nvr write so many compos in one day for so long le.... haizz.... aft the papers i felt like the end of examination liao lor but its is just the beginning man.... more to come... nxt wk is eng paper 2 n phy le... going flunk my phy paper seriously.... the teacher like heck care heck care us dun even care we understand the topic or not! so unlucky to get such cher.....haizz...

Anyway tis wk my mood was like high n low n my emotions was like all mixed up.... really dunno hw to react around some ppl anymore like it was my whole fault tat i get fed up or angry over small things..... n everyday was like sending sry msg to ppl? ok fine... dun feel like toking abt tis sub anymore.... just make mi seem even more pathetic than ever....k.......
So ya i wish all of u will do well n gd luck in ur MYE!:)

p.s 世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死,而是我就站在你面前,你却不知道我爱你......

2009-04-25T08:33:00.001-07:00

Ok was like damm sick on friday... having flu,cough,fever,sore throat n tummy ache... so went see doc on fri n was given a hell lot of medicine to eat.... so went home after the doc visit n ate medicine after dinner..... slept from 7pm to 11pm den wait up reply some sms den went bac sleep again... looks like i m some pig hor? but actually is the medicine which causes mi to b so sleepy.... but i didnt sleep till very later today either:( went bac skool for chem remedial even though i m still running some slight fever n having sore throat(btw doc sae my sickness will only be cured after one wk)... dragged my feet to skool as i m dann tired but studies no matter wat also comes first so even i m sick n feeling tired i still nid to go or else i would be lagging behind the others.... so the lesson went on for like abt 2hr n 15 mins but it was quite worth it la since i can gain more knowledge also:) so ya tat is all for today n yesterday update:) thx for reading my post ppl......>.<

p.s.Many ppl walk in n out of my life....but the only true friends will leave their foots print in my heart...But i want to ask.... 'Where r they?'

earth day carnival 2009

2009-04-19T03:25:00.000-07:00

Okay was damm yesterday so didnt come online to poast abt our gg earth day carnival:) we had quite lotz of fun yesterday though... i was the escort to escort crescent gg around the amazing race in botanical garden! nvr thought i would b an escort as i m nt those kind who can s wif ppl very well... So ya i accompany them round the whole garden running here n there to get to station to station but it is quite tiring as they r fst runners! in just a few mins they were ahead of mi le den mi the slow runner nid run like lighting to catch up or else i would lose them -.- And in the end they gt the second in place among the othere 9-10 teams:) felt happy 4 them cause there r the only team made up of sec 1... den after the teams r gone n dismissed, our queensway guides hav picnic there n watch models taking photos! haha i noe we r lame la but tat is the only thing there to watch while we r eating:) hehe.... n since nt one of us gt bring a picinc mat we sat on our poncho n was quite queasy as one poncho to abt 7 guides:) den at 2 we pack up n went for a movie called "THE 11th HOUR" which was quite boring n i almost fell asleep inside.... cause it is abt some global warming thing... watch for 2 hr n sit until our butts r aching before we were released n went home.... took some pics too:)

p.s. Giving up doesn’t always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. ”

Speech day (2009)

2009-04-17T07:04:00.000-07:00

Today was our skool annual speech day concert n parade:) i tink our guides march quite well though as everyone really put in their 100% effort to do their best to show the skool tat girl guides is nt only just selling cookies.... n since speech day is over means there will no more tiring practise:) haiz... todae the parade like end damm fst lor... we jus like go out there stand den very fst march off le nt like when we r practising,stand ther 4 so long.... N aft tat we went up to the hall to watch e concert which is so damm boring-.- mayb except 4 the band still can hear...but all the dance is like so nt entertaining like tat.... so we jus sat there emoing n laughing at out lame joke.... so ya the concert drag n drag till around 7.30pm den we went bac to guides den take some photos(we were like damm tired cant really smile so tink the photos will b retarted) den later miss l too told us tat during the parade the camera man keep shooting us haha:) like we very big shot like tat... Ha. maybe we too cute le wif our 2 plaids tat's y keep shooting us?:) mayb also because wants ppl to see hw retarted we look also.... haiz...damm tired la tmr still nid wake up to botanical gardens for wat Earth's day carnival....sian... waste my time or else i can wake up later(meet at 8 in the morning! oh gosh!) n do my hw n study test haiz... sadded... >.<

p.s Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see. The girl i am just isn't really me.

2009-04-10T07:02:00.000-07:00

Today is gd friday.... n i went for tuiion early in the morning damm angry lor... wanna slp longer :( haiz... den later sunday hav again...oh man no life -.-
On wed we hav our annual sport meets at queenstown stadium AFTER SKOOL! which is like damm tiring la pls? we sat there for abt 3 hrs seeing ppl run...n our hse is also very dead no one wanna cheer.... make mel n mi yawning there liao... den wanna drink some cold drinks so call dora who is suppose to do er duty slacking there so called her to hlp mi buy drinks but it was all sold out -.- dying of thrist there liao.... but den later the bb ppl came along n bring some carton drinks... so i tot is some icetea or something den wanna buy bt den it turn out to b some doramon milk!-.- make mi happy for nthing! damm dumb.... so at end of the sport meet our hse is only the fourth place among the five houses.... but we won the girl champ hse:)
Haiz... nxt wk we hav our last speech day rehearsal le... den is the actual thing on fri...quite scared though cause tis is my time n afraid tat i will march wrongly den tat will b damm paiseh....somemore it is gonna b after skool again which will add on to our tiredness....
but i hope tat everything will go smoothly n gd luck to everyone involved in the speech day:)

p.s.Some friends will ask you Why you’re crying but Best Friends will know exactly why And then go kick his butt.

2009-04-03T22:19:00.000-07:00

i m totally tired out.... it had somewat been a long wk for everyone... we hav tests n still nid cope wif our cca n dora n mel also gt thier syf.... though they only can get a bronze,i tink tat they hav put in lots of effort to it....they hav been going for practise nonstop n had always wanted a sliver....But since they hav do thier best n the result is out, they shud try to accept it n work harder the nxt time... JIAYOU DORA N MEL U CAN DO IT!:) haiz.... for mi i m damm tired also... thurs gt a full dress speech day parade rehearsal till six plus n when i reach home i m super tired n dun even hav the energy to study my maths..... tink i hav screw up my e maths test ba? i was like rushing throught e whole paper n alot of careless mistake.... haiz... forget it i m very fedup about always having putting studies in the first place le...

Today too we hav our girlguides COH.... it was like damm scary can? we nid to b interviewed one by one abt why u r suitable for any of the leadership roles! i was like trembling when it was my turn le.... i tink was craping n my eng is like total stupid! omg la so paiseh..... i felt like i was boosting abt hw gd i was? haiz.... cant imagine hw stupid n dumb i look.... n i want to say nw tat WENDY WONG KAIYU had hlp mi in the halloween campfire last yr! hope u dun mind tat i left ur name out today during the interview:)

p.s If I could have one wish, It would be to have a reason to make one in the 1st place...

2009-03-28T05:13:00.000-07:00

I find tat i m the dumbest n the stupidest person in the world wide world! today i went for a very very boring eye quiz n wasted my whole afternoon there where i can stay at home n do hw! going there we hav cca pt n if u win u will get some prize but i didnt even get anything(though tat is expected) only a COP n one dumb goody bag wif socks! is like omg la...first time see a goody bag gt sock one.... i find myself very dumb to go there today to waste my time my brain cell n my energy.... n my mood was totally spoilt! Agrr.....very irrirtated.... i shud hav rejected when the cher first gives mi the form den at least i can stay at home n rest n nt get so upset (:-.....(face for heartbroken) i m damm tired le after one whole wk of test everyday...means everyday study n study...now i cant even get any rest at all le.... plus yesterday was the speech day parade rehearsal n we hav two rounds of marching in out... my legs were numb when the whole thing was finally finish.... n at some pt i seriously wanted to tell them i want to drop out of the parade.....haiz.... nxt wk still hav another round of rehearsal full uni n tests everyday! i m gonna die... sec three life suckx...>.<

A true friend is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else believes the smile on your face.

2009-03-21T05:08:00.000-07:00

Received one email from my sis n i find it quite true though......

"Especially for tchr^-^"
It's not the fault of student if
he/she fails because the year ONLYhas 365 days...
typical academic year for a student:
1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
Days left 313.

2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left 263.

3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left 141.

4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left 126.

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days. Days left 96.

6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.

7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.

8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.

9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.

10.Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 day left.

11. That 1 day is your birthday. How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!

Balance = 0

' How can a student pass ?????'

p.s.I don't know about you, but I really believe that there's one person out there, for everybody...

2009-03-19T07:16:00.000-07:00

Seriously i tink i hav been slacking these past few days? went out everday to ORCHARD! omg la from tues to nw thurs... three day i hav been to orchard...haiz... pro rite mi? tues i went wif dora n mel.... den wed is to go down to orchard og there to 'somehw' help my mother carry her stuff cause there is a sale n my mother bought a hell damm lots of things n she cant 'carry' home so ya i went down just to help her carry stuff....-.- but den i had quite a full dinner though at some japanese restuarant at center pt:) den today i m back at orchard again wif my cousin at taka-.- to buys some tawainese magazine n comics.... but we too went to sing k! hehe... i hav longed wanted to go le but just dun hav the time so ya today i can finally go!:) sry ry i can pei ni go tmr to sing k cause i hav seriously damm lots of hw to do..... still tot i can finish my hw by wed... but then till nw i can only finish half of it.....sad...:(

p.s.Me and my girls are like stars. ~We're gonna shine FOREVA!~

2009-03-17T06:03:00.000-07:00

Finally after three months mi dora n mel go to go out together again!:)
Wake up at nine in the morning to get ready to meet dora at 11 to eat lunch as mel is going for tuition n cant meet her.... but den lim called at 10 plus so we talked n was past 11 oclock so we met later at the hawker den the mel suddenly pop up n sae she end tuition early so we ate lunch together n den to skool for chem lesson...... though throughout the lesson the threeof us was like having our private convo n hoping tat 2 o clock would come so tat we can go to orchard! Ya so he ended the lesson on time so we reach orchard quite early n hav some kind of 'walkaton' through orchard..... bought presents for ppl birthday, bought cookies, buy comics, collect dora old phone n take a few pics(which we take it inside the toilet)...... den dora also go n shocked us tat some queensway ppl see us in the orchard n wanted to go in hiding -.- haiz... damm tired after the outing lor now dun feel like moving to do hw le....hmm....In the meantine waiting for dora to edit the pics so i can upload!:) Yeah! the pics r ready!

p.s. Have You Ever Thought That Theres More To Life...Then Being...Ridiculously... Good Looking???

2009-03-16T07:04:00.000-07:00

Just came back from my japanese lsson n it was harder than i tot it was..... it was almost the complete opposite of our chi la.... haiz... damm tired todae la... wake up at six something den nid rush to chaa chu kang there to attend some civil defence force course so as to get the badge..... although we were all just sitting there in the air-con rm n listening to the instrustor tok only but it was boring n in the dim air -conditioned rm it was so nice to slp.... so ya mi n ry try very hard nt to fall asleep n listen to the person tok cause there would b a test.... But then the test was like damm easy la dun listen also can ans de..... so ya i hope i can pass n get tat badge! cause it take up my whole day to just travel there n sit there..... Lokking forward to tmr! cause finally can go out wif mel n dora le! will take some pics n post.....

Mi too bought a PURPLE water bottle todae so happy la! gt another purple thing tat belongs to mi! Yeah!

p.s. it is just the begining,there is more to come.... just wait n watch....

2009-03-14T00:00:00.000-07:00

Yeah finally common test week is over:) no more studying of day after day..... but then hw for the hols are piling up higher than ever -.- n the cher all expect us to finsh by the reopening of skkol which is like insane? we gt so many sub n they giving ws is like hols equal to no hols like tat.... somemore wanted to go out wif dora n mel on mon(only day free during the hols-.-) but den yesterday they last mins tell us tat there is a course for some badge thingy....haiz so ya our plan 4 going r foiled......

Yesterday was like damm tired la aft all the marching n stuff.... although it is only 4 1hr but we stand there like for 1/2hr under the sun! damm it! n is like damm stressing standing there if someone just stare at u..... n u r looking retarded with ur fringe clip up n tug rite in(shirt)..... haiz.... damm pai seh yesterday la...... but it make mi realise one thing though from yesterday marching.... tat ppl actually thinks i exist! haha.... maybe nt tat pariah any more:) n somehw aft all tat tiring marching my mood change ALOT n decided to look at things at a different kind of view pt....

p.s. Things just isnt tat simple as u tink... Try to break free....(note: time 4 posts r wrong)

2009-03-01T04:56:00.000-08:00

hmm... i hav slacking throughout the whole weekend la.... watching tv the whole time...hehe... didnt even step out of the hse before since i come home from skool on friday.... pro rite? damm sian la... nthing to do cant be bother to do hw or revise brian want to rest from studying... haiz.... nthing to sae le bored...>.<

p.s. Actually, the ppl which u tok abt the most is those tat u care abt the most.....

2009-02-25T01:11:00.000-08:00

24/3/09
went to hardrock cafe todae 4 family dinner again...

food we ate.... damm big portion....

2009-02-25T00:03:00.000-08:00

23/2/09
went out to hav family dinner... hav high tea before dinner......

Dinnertime at lei garden.....

Pictures taken of mi n family....

p.s. promise i will change 4 better..... will hate tat person from nw on.....

2009-02-22T02:25:00.000-08:00

i am damm tried nw..... after all the hw n revision.... bt i feel very proud of myself lor i had been studying since 12 den 2 o clock eat lunch den continue to study n revise 4 test till six(although there r breaks in between)..... nvr tot i can b so hardworking.... later after i post gonna nid to study again... or else nxt wk i m dead! Seriously dead! cause they r 4 tests waiting 4 mi! Oh man... no free time at all la.... Ha. Tmr going out to hav a family dinner lor dunno can eat untill wat time cause is at some 'great great' rest in cityhall there:) so nid to study my e math nw snice there is a test on tues.... Nvr bring my tb bac home lor dunno hw study also.... prepared to die.....

Anyway tmr we gt our gg thinking day.... n we nid to report in skool in full u wif boots n plaids lor! i can imagine hw many ppl will stare at mi if i borad the mrt tmr.... >.<>

so means tmr i cant stay out late tmr nid rush home to prepare to go out 4 dinner.... promise will take pics n post if the place is nice n the food is good!(cause my blog is seriously damm plain nw wif just words!) >.<

p.s. u nvr noe tat someone is just by ur side... silently giving u all the support u nid.....

cross country

2009-02-20T04:42:00.000-08:00

todae m down wif a serious flu? my nose keep blocking lor.... haiz... damm exhuasted after the cross county can? come bac home n sleep 4 two whole hrs... i wass like standing throughout the whole event la giving out water to ppl(which some of them tot they very big shot dun want take when offered,some ppl may also hate mi la 4 nt giving them water ...hehe....),den help give out the prizes some more still nid b garbage woman to hlp take the garbage bag 4 them 2 put their finish cups -.- all nvr finish drinking n cause the bag to leak.... -.- damm piss.... after we r dismissed we went to jurong pt n walk 4 2hr like tat bt we were always(somewat) get chase out of every shop we walk in..... like the ppl tot we students no money to pay 4 their EXPENSIVE intems like tat lor...... bt the three of us were like laughing all the times la especially when we pass by the 'options' shop n we saw a fake model wearing a yellow n black scaf which reminds us of something.....haha... :) n den we met some chers den mel like go mad lor make mi split out my water when she see them den my oants n shoes all wet! thx man Long.... also mi n mel were like damm pathetic n lame on the trian... we were like looking at the man beside us playing game lor like very fun den mel keep saying 'look like very fun leh i want play' den i was like giving her the -.- ...... cause she sae untill damm loud.... haiz.... damm funny n high la today..... >.<

p.s. just face up to the fact n move on...there is always better chances out there.....

2009-02-19T03:48:00.000-08:00

haiz.... damm sick nw! gt sore throat n keep sneezing..... going to use up all the tissue le.... tmr still gt cross-country n i m going to b the prize steward again! whoo~ i dun nid run... lalala~ so happy two yrs skip it!:) todae went to clementi woods sec 4 e chi compo writing competition lor... i was emoing all the way thr n bac cause no sec three there only sec 4 n 2 i like so extra-.- clementi woods is like damm big la i tink abt twice of our skool lor our skool is damm small! anyway we were competing against kent ridge sec, henderson sec, cresent girls n fairfield sec... the whole thing was like two hr in all lor den i only use 1 n half hr den sit there emo -.- while all the other pros keeping writing n i jus sit there... haiz.. no hope in getting any prize la i too dumb liao n nt tat lucky anyway..... sad sad sad!....

p.s dun ever miss out on any chances tat r given to u......

Sec three camp.....

2009-02-13T05:08:00.000-08:00

jus came bac from my sec 3 camp n m very very very tired..... aching everywhere.... haiz... Missed my phone,ipod,bed, com, my mother's cooking! Haha... the camp food was like non edible one lor the rice gt rasin ok? is like so swt like put milk inside like tat first time eat such rice tat is so swt... although the milo is very gd swt swt de (on the first day only) very nice:) today breakfst was also ok gt nasi lemak nt bad....(dun nid wash plate..hehe) The campsite was also very clean especially the sleeping area where we sleep high up on a hut on wooden planks compare to others campsite where u nid sleep on the floor or in tent which is stuffy n hot at least we slp high up more airy.... bt den i still cant get a gd slp these 2 days thx to some of the normal ppl who chose to squeeze in other ppl hut than slp in thier own making mi being kick by doralynn in the chest! oh man is like damm terrible can? her leg is like totally on top on mi damm heavy lor push her also dun want to bug like tat i squeeze there slp untill like log like tat-.- I also had fun in all the activities i had lor....although i only did rock climbing,flying fox n kayaking(which i really enjoy) out of the three i think flying fox is the one tat requires alot of courage to do it lor when i jump down my heart was like pounding so fst la bt after tat when i feel the air whoo.... is like so cool la:) kayaking also very fun! i played with ry n we work very well ba i tink? the sea water is like damm cold when they called us to wet ourselves lor dora n mel is like screaming there already:) haiz.... so fun lor want to go again althouhg it is very tiring bt i had a really great time!:)

STOP CALLING US THE THREE YELLOW BANANA GIRLS! OR FIND ONE CAN FIND TWO!

HAPPY VALENTINE EVE PPL!:)

p.s. do the right thing at the right time....

2009-02-07T00:18:00.000-08:00

bored bored bored! i stay at home n do nthing! although i have just finish my chem n maths correction..... there is actually a maths hw bt i dun really feel like doing lor headahe..... always do maths also like tat one haiz.... yesterday hav a ridiculous dream lor mi damm funny la like is so immpossible to happen in real life.... weird lor go hav these kind of dream... i shall go do my math later lor later tmr nid revise 4 maths test n i also nid read my geog n ss..... common test coming le must study hard!:) (must see whether i hav the urge or or nt lor) hehe.... haiz... anyway i haven start packing 4 my camp yet n there is alot of things to buy like tat....(sign)..... >.<

p.s. jus let it go... holding on to it will only make u even more miserable.....

2009-02-06T04:05:00.000-08:00

haiz.... todae my mood was like the weather moody n wet the atmosphere around me was like....... i cant even find words to describe it... haiz... went home soaking wet even though there is umbrella(from ry n ww).... the weather lor very gu yi one see we all going out of skool den rain... damm it.... today i like find i make alot of ppl angry like tat make mi feel bad n guilty... haiz:( maybe i shud try to stp being so..... idk... maybe dun tok too much lor n dun b so lame anymore... anyway going 4 camp nxt wk 3 days 2 nitex...worried abt grping n abt those high element activities.... i jus find out tat nowadays i worried abt alot things untill i really cannot take it le keep mi those headaches..... haiz... my life is miserable.....

Thx wanwen n ruiying 4 ur umbrellas!

p.s. It jus take time 4 things to heal.....

Parliment hse...

2009-02-04T02:24:00.000-08:00

today went to parliment hse n i didnt really get the result i expected it to b.... it was all so serious outside checking tis n tat before we inside to see the ministers 'debating' bt when we went into it it was like...... the ministers can sleep some more lor some play phone haiz.... like so slack.... bt anyway we only get to listen a short period of time no fun one.... bt i really get to noe more abt hw the whole system work increases my ss knowledge!n haha... :) hope i can go again lor quite fun actually.... hehe.... today was also very piss wif some ppl 4 nt reminding us to bring boots 4 marching n sae untill like is our fault tat.... jus a msg only ma like will die to send like tat.... dammm angry nw thinking bac to wat happen in the morning.... >.<

just accept ur fate... dun even bother to change it.....

correction

2009-02-01T04:27:00.000-08:00

here to correct wa i said ytd....
hmm...ytd i said tat we r going to the parliment hse wif lawyers n everything like a court session bt hor after i read my ss textbk today i found out tat it is nt wat it is all abt!hehe... i gave wrong info....(luckily lim spotted my mistake) bt it is a place where the government make laws n everything n to confirm tat laws can b passed through.... i mix it up wif the subordinate court! haha... hw dumb am i..... haiz... today i was struggling wif my a math hw lor 4 the whole afternoon in the end i still dunno hw to do around 3 questions.... haiz i m dumb! i must admit it.... tmr gt pe leh so sian.... nid run six round again! muscles cramp le..... dun hav mood to go to skool..... sian sian sian!.....
looking forward 4 my cousin to come bac from australia tmr!:)

Nvr leave things to the last mins n do.... u will nvr noe wat will happen.....

2009-01-31T05:28:00.000-08:00

hmm.....just finish shower n decided to post... finish my e maths hw finally! ya so i gt one less hw to do heehee:) todae whole day was like slacking at home lying around the hse doing nthing and staring at the com only.... too lazy to study.... haiz.... feel like going lor bt den no one pei wo n no money also.... :( sadded.... i hav gt no life.... pity mi ppl!... haiz... sec 3 camp is jus the following wk n i dun even feel like going lor... mi scared of height n everything later dun even dare play those activites go there also waste money one..... bt i look forward to nxt wed since we r going to the parliment hsE! Whooh.... so cool lor.... cause can skip guides marching whee.......:) haha... bt also i can see a real life court session n real lawyer n criminal.... seen tat alot on tv show bt nt in real life so ya really looking forward to it:D

Believe in everything u do!:) start each day wif a smile:)

Pariahs!

2009-01-30T05:19:00.000-08:00

I found out one thing todae.... I m a PARIAH! I m a pariah of the class, pariah in cca n just pariah in everything thing i do..... haiz... hw can my life b so pathetic? todae in pe is also a very gd example liao lor mi, lim, long r the three pariahs which were left behind when they were choosing teammates den we feel so left out la... like the three of us doesnt even belong to the class at all.... den at cca more worse.... the chers always blame us the PARIAHS! 4 everything tat has done wrong! cant stand it at all le.... bt lucky tis week is short so nt so tiring at least gt some energy to post.... haiz... todae met our sec 1 guides lor dey like nt very enthu like tat quiet quiet dunno hw communicate wif them at all lor.... sian la.... hmm.. over the weekend must study le revise my work or else my studies also become pariah comepared to others.... >.<

2009-01-30T04:09:00.000-08:00

randomly just uploaded some stupid pics.......

pics taken at mayflower sec skool during our campfire last yr....

aunt packing yu sheng......during new yr...

Yu sheng sold at gm there.....

guess wat

2009-01-26T19:28:00.000-08:00

haiz... tis yr the new yr is like no mood one.... so sian lor...some more so fst nid go skool le... haven done my hw yet.... ppl on the first day of new yr will go n pai nian bt i went to sing k pro rite? i broke 2 of our friendship bangles lor lucky gt extra... uploaded some of the kbox pic

see my serious face?haha.....

2009-01-23T02:29:00.000-08:00

Finally it is friday...i have been waiting 4 tis day to come 4 the whole week.... finally i can hav a 4 dayz hols le....haha....so happy.... chi new yr le can wear news clothes n shoes n buy lotz of new things..... haiz... bt the new yr clelebration todae in skool was like so lame?-.- every yr the same thing...BORING!.... bt still hols doesnt means no hw n tests i still nid to study n do hw... the chers all want my life.... i cant it already la.... haiz... somemore today wat i unexpected de things happen lor... is like so..... i gt no comments.... haiz... i shud nt grumble anymore shud just enjoy my chi new yr hols.....

heyhey...went to chinatown at nite lor so many ppl were there man.... bt i can really feel the new yr mood:) although i usually spent a boring new yr at my gm there bt i really look forward to it case i will get HONGBAO! haha....greedy rite mi? anyway we bought alot things at the nite market there... like sweets, chuanlian, niankao,oranges,flowers...etc... went bac home at 1.30 am in the morning n slept at 2.... quite tired snice i fell asleep after laying on the bed 4 a few mins.......

hols pic!

2009-01-18T01:56:00.000-08:00

jus uploaded some of my dec hols pics to malaysia kl..... cause i find my blog really very plain wif words only......

bro sitting on dragon pro rite?

we went to tis temple called tian hou gong......

we den went 4 a swim......

triple times of tireness!

2009-01-16T04:16:00.000-08:00

Yeah! finally i survive through the second wk of skool n reach fri! is like monday seems so long ago lor... finally i can enjoy my weekend!:) although i nid do hw bt i still prefered to stay at home n do than go skool lor... is like so tring la...gt marching n everything.... tired man... den still nid cope wif skool work n tests no life man.....-.- tis whole wk i found tat only mon is the most happiest lor others than tat all the rest of the wk is like sian,bored,dull,unhappiness n tiredness......haiz.... :( sec 3 life is like damm stressing can? nxt wk onwards gt grp study liao lor stupid!...... lesser time to play.... help mi man tests r coming in le..... wat make things worse is tat my phone like spoilt le lor! cant take photos liao....is like can take pic bt cant b able to save in the phone... hw dumb is tat? haiz... new yr is coming liao gt 4 days hols haha... bt the cher all sae want give hw! anything la better than no hols...hehe....
tmr going orchard n bugis 4 shopping! hahaz.........

Any one want to buy my girlguides carnival coupons? it jus cost $1-$2... contact mi if interested.... thx....

Bored?

2009-01-11T04:35:00.000-08:00

todae was like damm bored la... keep laying around the hse doing nthing bt i did my hw...hehe... haiz..it haz being 1 wk of skool already n i still haven adapt to upper sec life? is like hw r piling up higher n higher is like so damm stress can? the chers all keeping saying olvl tis olvl tat like we dun noe nxt yr we r having it? -.- tmr the olvl results of 2008 will b out n the stupid skool only allow the sec 4 to see it... how dumb! they keep saying tat we r a value added skool den y cant dey let the whole skool see how well they last yr did? dumb like anything can? -.- give up on the skool le wat worse is to keep hiring the wrong teachers 4 us lor... like to torture us....! tmr nid go skool le weekend can pass so fst..... No life.....

nt in the mood

2009-01-10T05:09:00.000-08:00

haiz.... todae was like damm tiring can? the whole morning was like standing ther baking cookies 4 the sec one cca drive which i tink half of the cookies actually was being eaten by us n the others cca grp... hehe... didnt really expect tat it would turn out tat nice la cause while we r making the dough is like very eww la..... nvm most importantly is tat e sec 1 really liked it.... :) today mood was like flat the whole day lor cant liven myself up dunno y.... n dun really hav the mood to tok :(
n didnt even tok much to dora n mel todae..... dammm no mood la keep emoing the whole dae....
haiz... mayb i was really exhuasted snice i went strianght to sleep when i reach home? den slp 4 like three hrs before waking up..... sec 3 life is like super tiring lor somemore more tests r coming up nxt wk.... MISS LOWER SEC LIFE!.....

happy!

2009-01-09T04:00:00.000-08:00

Tis whole wk was like damm stress n tired la.... everyday gt hw... den some more nxt day must hand den also gt cca nid to go to.... haiz.... sec 3 life suckz man.... bt at least todae i was like really happy n lucky although i was damm tired :) in the morning, when we hav A math the cher nvr call us hand in lor which is like very heng? cause i didn't even finished it! haha...... some more she explain to us so we can copy.... den 4 the chi compo test we didnt finish on time bt luckily the cher let us hand in after skool.... hehe.... bt most luckily of all was to see my senior lor... is like so omg la cant believe it man is like out of a sudden .... haiz... snice when i last saw my senior was like the last dae of skool in 2008... 2 months le leh... so heng i can meet bac todae lor.... is like change so much le lor.... they all go bac because of hlping the sec 1 recruitment drive tmr ba.... anyway... i also had fun in baking the cookies lor... at first we were suppose to make the batter outside the dnt rm ther bt ther dun hav any plug to plug in the mixer so we call miss l who call us up to the staff rm to do it..... ther was tis rm wher the cher can cook n eat ther lor like a kitchen like tat... den we went in ther to bake n see so many teachers walking in n out who keep asking us 'wat r u all baking arr? ' den after they noe we baking cookies dey all sae to give dem a share tmr lor! wth la... den some more i saw 2 of the teachers cooking maggie mee lor so funny la.... see teacher cook... bt hor ther is still tis big massaging chair den one cher was like sitting ther n like looking so comfortable la bt dunno y the chair make alot noise leh keep disturbing us.... hehe... hmm.. tmr nid go skool so tiring lor... wish mi luck tat tmr our baking of cookies would b very smooth.... :)

surpise!

2009-01-04T02:34:00.000-08:00

Today wake up at ten to get ready to go to our cc there to get wat edusave money cause they sae i hav improved in my results during 2008.... it was quite a surprised morning actually la i met some ppl which i nvr tot would met.... first it was my friend mel long she was also there waiting to get the edusave money.... she didnt tell mi at first tat she was taking it which in turn i nvr tell her too hehe.... cause i was tinking tis was nt much of a thing to tell so i was quite surprise when i saw her.... :) den second i met my classmate ther it was her bro was was taking the prize so ya... quite surprise lor..... anyway wat more surprising is tat i saw my tis yr form teacher! the kaya! omg la! her daughter was there too to collect the money n so qiao her daughter was from qwss too! haha... unbelievable lor.... she was eating wif her family when i saw her at first i didnt take any notice bt after a while when i stare at her den i can b pretty sure tat it was my cher... so suprise la.... nvr tot would meet tis kind of ppl todae also....maybe i was lucky? hehe... :)

2009-01-02T03:25:00.000-08:00

Todae was like the first day of skool? n it totally suckz? haiz..... i was like praying hard tat todae would b a gd start of 2009 bt who noes.... it turn out to b so terrible n dumb! can u imagine tat we sec 3 was being treated like primary 3? is like wth la... the stupid teacher dunno wat kaya arrange our sit according to our height n wat more worse make us sit boy girl boy girl like tat...to make it worse we dora n mel was seperated so far apart haiz..... stupid like anything can? somemore set up so many stupid rules n expect us to write down..... -.- n as a teacher shudn't she at least dressed up nicely? the cher look like a cleaner la cant even tell she was a cher some more is our form! our co-form would b so much better than her ok? haiz..... den there is also the bio teacher so damm dull no expression when she to....k hw m i gonna study when the cher had no life? n she tok so soft i cant even hear her i dun even noe i can pass my bio tis yr or nt haiz.... later all my other teachers also like these 2 i will die man..... somemore i hav so many guides meeting n later still gt group study haiz......sec 3 life is starting to suckz....... sian.....

2008-12-31T23:58:00.000-08:00

Today was like the last day of 2008 le n i tink i celebrate it happily to welcome 2009? haha.... i wake up at 2pm yesterday n i waited 4 my bro n sis to wake up at 3pm..... -.- (late rite?) after they wait up we get ready to go out n eat breakfst,lunch n dinner at 5pm..... den we send my bro to tuiton den went bac my my gm ther.... we stayed ther from 6pm to 10pm reading comics n listening to 833jia FM as they were counting down the top 88 songs tis yr! Although most of the songs i dun really noe... heehee...>.<>den we went down to boat quay to watch fireworkz n hav supper... it was so nice la the fireworkz.... exploding in the sky.... better than those fireworkz i see 4 the last few yrs.....

Photos of the firewoks..... lighting up in the dark nite.....

My family..... eating at the restaurant..... (taken after the fireworkz)

My aunt n cousin..... see their faces? haha......

See my hand? it is full of fake sown....(actally it is some kind of a soapy thingy)

we were playing a game of snow fighting la... screaming n shouting n bumping into ppl as we sprayed at each other..... Super fun la.....

I was full of the snow thing at tis pt........ all soapy....

see my sis? all covered in snow....

after playing our shirt was all black.... look like being stepped on! haha.....

Laughing!

2008-12-29T06:16:00.000-08:00

todae was like damm tired.... slept at 2am yesterday n wake up at 8....all thx to dora who called to wake mi up -.- wake up get to go to skool 4 guides meeting..... we didnt actually discuss tat much onli went going to go off tat time den we started to brianstorm abt the upcoming banner competition..... we ended at 12 so i called dora n mel.....i left them alot of missed call bt they so heartless nvr pick up....i waited 4 like one hr 4 them so damm angry so went to lib wif jing jie(snice gt air con).... they called mi bac at 1 oclock n was like so damm late?... we den went to imm n reached ther at 2.... haiz.... we den when to eat subway n laugh alot.....toking abt nt wanting to go to our sec 3 camp..... after eating we decide to find some rings....bt ther is like only one pathetic shop at imm which sell cheap ring(ok is really pathetic)....... -.- we choose 4 a long time n found something nice bt it turn out to b a toe ring....dumb like anything.... so we went bac to juron mrt ther the shop to find(dora sae ther hav).... bt the shop owner like very piss off by us 4 choosing 4 a long so in th end we went out of the shop empty-handed.... went home damm tired... bt at least when i come online i gt ppl to tok to...so nt so bored...hehe.... n feel really enlighten after toking... :)
Todae found my long lost sisters.... mel n dora....

Dark day!

2008-12-26T17:15:00.000-08:00

Today was quite an unluckily 4 mi lor....... Wake up bright n early in the morning to go down to gm ther to meet my cousin...... after meeting her mi , my sis, n my cousin decided to go to my sis skool(kent ridge sec) to change her skirt size den to my skool to change my bks.... bt when we were on our way ther(outside mrt station) my sis suddenly rmb tat she forget to bring her receipt.... -.- DUMB! den we follow up our nxt plan which is to go my skool to change my bks.... on the way meet one of my frens bt she dun seem to noe who i m so we didnt say hi n just brush past....(so pathetic rite?)after changing my bks when we were outside our skool gate some guys(saying tat they were from HOPE church) come up to us to ask us to go to church which is like so dumb! the weather den was super hot n they make us stand under the sun to listen to them crap abt their stories.... super angry.... in the end i ended up wif mosquito bites damm unluckily.... bt after tat we went to the lib to borrow bks..... bt to find out tat i have outstanding fines $17 ! den we uses our cousin card to borrow bt because she very long nvr borrow le so nid go resigter again...-.- n because we still hav time we went to tiong.... when we were inside comics connection my cousin found tat they hav some new farenheit posters so decided to buy some....bt the salesperson like satnd there n stare at us giving us a look -.-...... she didnt even offer to hlp so when we left the section to go search 4 comics bk the saleswoman was like shouting across the shop louding saeing tat " Why is all the posters messed up?" in a super angry way......feel like punching in her face den..... she didnt even bother to hlp us n in the end in a indirect way scolded us! den we left tat place n went to take neo bt the stupid neo shop nvr open! we den went to sakae sushi to eat..... bt the steamed egg we ordered was nt even cooked! haiz... dumb like anything.... bt we did hav some gd food.....

my sis bowl of rice.... nt so nice looking nw.....

my bowl of noodle.... look nice...heeheee....

Sian!

2008-12-23T06:42:00.000-08:00

todae was quite bored nthing to do at hm...... so watch video on youtube...... the video was called 霹雳MIT which was like so nice la.... the zhang shi de (yan ya lun) so handsome can..... omg la.... watch untill.....den some more gt suspense so nice la.... waiting 4 the nxt ep to b upload heehee..... at nite watch the little nyonya also watch untill can slap ppl... the whole family so bad n evil... the show so dumb yet make mi want to keep on watching.... haiz.....

Having fun!

2008-12-22T06:01:00.000-08:00

Yesterday wake up damm early at around 9 plus....... since i slept at 2 -.- actually was to go down to my gm ther to meet my cousin to go to takashimaya to get some bks n den go sing k. bt went i m getting ready to go out my cousin suddenly sms sae to meet at orchard mrt so at around 10 plus i was on my way to orchard..... bt den she was late so nid wait 4 her abt like 15 mins.........-.- After buying bks, we headed bac to chinatown to sing k at k box..... we were really fun singing all the songs.....heehee...... bt we onli hav three hr which is nt enough so we extened the time which nid another 25.90!-.-\ after tat we werel ike damm broke...... we sing till abt 4 den went to gm ther to hav dinner to celebrate wat 冬至 Haiz..... den at nite went to hav supper again which means slping late den tis morning nid wake up at 9 plus again!

Today went out wif dora n mel n dora was as usual late........ -.- we waited 4 15 mins 4 her before she come n den we q to get our TWILIGHT ticket(so nice la tis show) since the movie was at 12.30 n we gt our tickets at 12.27 we left wif no time to eat n nid to packet in mac burgers to eat....... mel den bought a popcorn combo set which did nt finish >.<>

New blogger

2008-12-20T05:42:00.002-08:00

Today was the time i started using tis blog n tis mayb my first entries to all! although the process of making tis blog can kill mi bt luckily i hav my sis(who force mi to hav tis blog) to help mi wif geeting up tis blog:) hope i can keep updating tis blog n nt let it rot........below is a photo of mi n my frens....